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Say bye to February.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Like my caption of pudding,to , #Monday #blue but I was wearing #black and maroon #red. Oh well, I never suit bang so I will just keep my hair that long :)
Actually, I just found out the application of pudding.to recently and I'm yet a newbie. Who's using PUDDING.TO? Follow me yea ! # Jeangalz

Nothing much about last week but just one thing, lots of people are getting marry on this period. I wonder is that a propitious time for Chinese? Just attended one not long ago and another one for last weekend. It was my relatives wedding anyway! Simply wish couples all around the world live happily ever after with the loves one. ♥

Me and the bride. She's just one year older than me but she has just upgraded herself as people's wife :D

Don't find it too details because I took all of these with my phone. You can't compare to professional camera's quality.

Gave my hand and helped out on the registration counter on that night. It was still my first time to help out actually. By doing so, I actually got a rough idea about what's gonna to do and plan in the future to get rid with all the orderless stuff. Cooperation is indeed a key to avoid confusion. *Somehow I think I am too fast to think all about this but who's care ? =p *

I am not over obsess with kids yeah! Just to clarify before any further misunderstanding. Hmm, she's is one of my niece. Sounds so old when I, myself realizing they should call me aunty :( I found she's looking cute with some expressions! Some of the relatives claimed she looks like my passed away grandma and yeah, I think so too ! Just a cute little girl. I can't stop looking at her cute face especially with the smile one. Sooooo adorable. Wishing my kids would be that adorable but prior of that , I wish they would be more good looking when they grow up :D *face palm*

#Baby fat ! Isn't she looks cuteeeee all the way down? ♥♥♥ Super like for this picture ! :D :D
It is not a lie for sure ! Look at the cute kids would definitely turns your mood better or perhaps make you day! =D Seeing innocent and naive face of them, realizing how much you have grown and changed, how complicated your mind is and you are just no longer naive. Appreciate time people =)

I won't give up on us , Even if the skies get rough , I'm giving you all my love , I'm still looking up
I won't give up - Jason Mraz

I follow the wet and rainy road ; And look back to our memories ; The blurry rain reminds me of you ; And you fill up in my tears.
Back In Time - Lyn

Anyway, February is just about to over. March is attacking into the year of 2012. Hope March will be a better month for all of you, please be nice to be also okay ? :)
Like for serious, I don't know what am I actually writing now due to my tiredness, shall just get some sleep and ready for tomorrow's classes. Good night yea !

My Random #Wednesday.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Gahhhhhh, I am back to here again :) A total of 3 hectic days, seriously made me felt like so exhausted. 2 days of 9 hours class and a day of 6 hours class. Oh well, I am still strong here, ya fine, I guess so. For the continuous 3 days, overload information had been non-stop injecting into my brain but my brain doesn't inject with a memory card, that's the worse part. It is time to worry :(

What so special during the past weekend? Nothing special but just attended Melvin's brother wedding dinner at Tropicana Golf Club Resort. There goes my ever first red wedding invitation card through out my life. Seriously, my mum was bugging non-stop for quite some time. Bugging that I am too young to receive this kind of invitation card. Oh well, what can I say for more ? Anyway, I super like the feeling when I can witness happiness moments with my nude eyes especially couples who can live happily ever after ! So loved ♥, and I sincerely wishing the couple with lots of love here! :)

Anyway, I was browsing and streaming funshion and out of the sudden I found this drama. Yea, I personally prefer those palace type drama but korean style is not a bad choice too. Can't believe they got rate of 9.7 out of 10. Can you imagine how nice it is ? So, I tried before you do :)

It is call The Moon That Embraces the Sun, 拥抱太阳的月亮. The story is based on a written novel which has the same name also. Basically, it is all about love story between 2 young teenagers but because of the bias and unfair dealings in political side, fate to become a queen of the country became her nightmare. To save her alive, she ended up losing all her memories at a very young age. Instead of becoming a queen, she became a witch. Based on my research on internet, it has only 20 episodes. Well, what a short palace story. Anyhow, I am only half way to episode 6. No doubt, it is nice to watch :) Highly recommended ! :)

Remember the girl? If you watch korean drama, I think you are definitely familiar with her face. What a cute girl ! :)

You know what, I actually don't have much to say because I haven manage to finish the whole drama but still it is highly recommended, look out for their original sound tracks too. I love sentimental songs! Hiak hiak!

Heart skipped a beat during taxation class today. Results was being released today. I never be the best, never. I might just don't put in my maximum efforts but when, when , when will I only get the achievement? Study like a nerd? Locked up myself in a room ? I don't mean to appraise myself here but since I was young, people like to quote me as clever girl but if I have that high of IQ level, will I still getting this kind of results? I really wonder. It is a stress, exactly. It is not like I never revise but just not the results I wanted. Hate the moment when I memorized things hard before exam and just can't refresh back during exam time. Nah, I don't wanna care this shit right now. So freaking tired after 9 hours class. Ahhhhhhh, just let me have some chilling session.

# What doesn't kill you make you STRONGER :)

#GOOD NIGHT ! Just showing another picture with make up on my face :)

Roses.

Friday, February 17, 2012

After one month, my hair doesn't look that healthy though. Definitely need some Vitamins :) Just like what Pei Qi said, our hair are so 'SOTONG' now. I think it really make sense. OH HUH. Oh well, I think I am just not good in taking care of it. So, serve it right.

Bullshit paragraph, I just can't wait to talk about my roses actually. *evil smile* Whatever you want to think as if I am showing off my roses or what. Who cares? I was just too happy to talk about it. *jump like a little girl* YEAH!

One day after Valentine's day, I was busy preparing to college for classes and I got message from Connie asking where were I ? She's like a weirdo, keep asking me that I must appear in Rock Cafe when I reach college. It was kinda early compared to the time I reached college usually so I just walked there and took a seat. Nothing strange at the beginning but in a sudden, I was asked to close my eyes. Brain can't stop thinking WHY and I was anxious to ask WHY for so so so many times. That day wasn't my birthday but yaaaa, I closed my eyes with no proper reasons. When I opened my eyes, a bouquet of rose was appearing in front of my eyes. Not dreaming, real roses man! Was sooooo HAPPY! Words can't describe my feelings! Blood circulation ran faster than I thought, face was heated up and turned so red due to Felicia @@''

(p/s: Thanks Connie, Felicia and Jackson for helping up Victor. hahahahah! You know I appreciate you all ♥. Jog more early in the morning yea. It is good for your health. hahahah! *being sarcastic* :p)

Personally has a friend. He asked me, ''How long did you not meet up with your boyfriend?''. It has been half a year, I answered. ''Long distance relationship is really that tough?'' Ya, it has never been easy. I failed once and I know it. It needs both sides' commitments. One side will never works! Patience, tolerance, communications and definitely you need more than these.

Saw the blackie part of the rose? He said he preferred that way. Nothing in this world is perfect. We ain't perfect too. So the blackie part represents the imperfection of us :) Human learn from mistakes, learn to live better :)

Oh well, although I look a bit weird here but still, I am the happy girl ♥

On the other hand, finally I am done with my whole week exam. Feel so well to rest after a hectic week. Hectic because have to study NON-STOP !! Life of accounting is not easy at all I can tell :'(. Marks are not are the expected level so should work harder, harder and harder. Time to catch up please. All the best kay ? :)

# Have to exercise as much as I can tomorrow, is like so long I did not exercise already. Sweat it all out. Just don't build any muscles on my legs anymore. I can't take it :'(

Will stop here today. Good Night People :)

Happy Valentine's Day ♥

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

14.02.2012 Happy Valentine's people. To couples, wish you all have a great romantic day and to all the singles ladies and gentlemen outside, you have another 364 days to get your right one before next Valentine approaches ! Good Luck yo :)

Somehow, Valentine's Day never be special for me but this year I have him with me. Although he's a pain in my ass but still he's my favorite Valentine, teheee ! The only bad thing is distance tears us apart physically but still, life goes on. hmm..

Many people did really had a concern, why the story between me and him is written over again after 2 years gap, many people asked but I just gave a random answer. Sorry people. SO, WHY ?

We met on year 2008, I was 15 and he was 18. He studied in Penang and I was in Kwang Hua. Story began before he went oversea but seriously, it was so tough to maintain a long distance relationship. Two teenagers had fights, quarrels, conflicts etc over the rebel period and full stop ended our story later on. Was really sad, took a long period to recover and then tried to accept some new people into our life. So did he. However we both failed. I guess god did that for a reason, wink* :'p I still can blurry remember how I shattered tears when I accidentally bumped into him in school. Classmates knew that =X It was bloody hurt man. Luckily, it was finally a past tense now, (: Don't really know since when, we started to contact back, like a friend. Yeah, chat like a friend until he came back Malaysia for summer break in year 2011. We did lots of conversations, clarified all under table misunderstanding and that's the time we knew feelings are somehow still bury deep inside our heart. No complication, we just took up the risk and had a try and until today, we are still here ! First step wasn't easy, it took both of us such a huge courage, to overcome and to solve all the obstacles. We did it ! Years that broke us apart grew us up, made us tougher to protect this relationship. Thanks god that both side of parents approved the relationship, and it is being transparent like what you see now :)

- Picture of last summer -

Some people around me did objected relationship of mine initially but look, I have my own right to do my decision, Imma risk taker but if no risk was taken at the beginning, how to get all the happiness in return?
Long distance relationship, well-known hardcore ! We fight over small things sometimes but we fix things too. So, blessed us with love! ♥♥ Not much things but Happy Valentine's Day my love :D

Valentine's Day, college was really crowded with people. Seeing girls in college receiving roses, chocolates and whatsoever during Valentine while I was studying hard for audit exam. #Iamsopity! It is definitely a lie if I say I am not envy at all. Yeah, of course I wish I can receive a bouquet of rose too but well, keep on waiting :( .
Back to reality, really hope I could get a satisfy result for tax and audit later on!
Before Valentine's Day ends,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !
again , with love. XOXO.

Michael is left !

Saturday, February 11, 2012

It is really not a good idea where you own a blog and you neglect it like that. HAH ! Correct, I am in this category, not too busy but just don't know what to write here. Life goes on, day by day.
I truly believe those who always put a smile on face are those who really emotional much, have troubles deep inside, cry like a baby and probably hide themselves under the blanket during late night. We never know, the only difference is they choose to keep things inside. They feel better that way, probably.

This week, is not really happening. The fact that a very close friend of mine had left to Australia for his further study. Had a small farewell party in Setia Overtime on the past Wednesday. Oh well, we grew up, not a secondary student anymore. People changed, but still the older age you are, you will be missing all the kids games. We did really played some kids game like passing few sentences around, one by one. In the end, you will realise the things come out from the last person is so much difference from the initial story. That's how I know how scary is rumours and gossips. Anyway, I had a great night with them ! :)

Thursday, the day where Michael left. Ken, Hui Ern , Mei Chin, Pee Jing and I went to airport and sent him off. Sometimes, I do really think time flies. Knowing him was like yesterday's story. It is so funny especially think of his kid's look during form 1 ! I don't look good either. Hahaha! I like the way he is, as a friend, who can share things, even it is just a crap. Teasing each other might be rude sometimes but deep inside there, we know it is just a joke. Hui Ern asked him to wait for the chance she fly to Australia but I said, '' I wait you to return! '' :)
I think the feeling to send somebody off in KLIA will be better. LCCT is just like a bus terminal. Hmm, the next one will be Hui Ern and Ken. Seriously, I don't really like the feeling but still you have to face it in your life. I don't like to cry in the airport ! :( Really hope that our friendship will last long, hope that we are still close like now after 20, 30 years. Pray hard *finger crossed*

To be frank, this week is not my week. Kind of crestfallen I had, I think a lot, crazy stuff that I never had. Things are serious this time, the most I guess. I can't even believe after I woke up from the sadness. I really don't like but I can never choose what kind of circumstances I want. You left with no choices, sigh!

No matter how grey is the day, luckily I received L O V E S S S S from Lisbon, Portugal ! The post card sent by my dearest, only thing that brighten my week. Oh-sooooo-luckilyyyy- ♥ ♥ ♥

No matter what, I think days will turn better.
Shall work hard for next week progress test ! First written based exam. +u +u !! :)

A week of Chinese New Year.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Cause baby you're a firework, come on show 'em what you're worth, make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!", as you shoot across the sky-y-y!

Fireworks, basically you will only see it during certain festival time just like Chinese New Year. ''Pip Pop'' sounds are so common during festivals time. No lies, I think fireworks are definitely a romantic thing especially watch it with you love one. It is in my dream list too ! Sooooo romantic which I don't know how to describe the feelings in heart ! :) Forget about meteor, such a hardcore, pick fireworks with loves one will do, teheeeee.

So, HEY !! How's your Chinese New Year? I bet all of the responds will be exactly the same - '' I enjoyed ''. About myself, my Chinese New Year is never be special, just so so. Visiting relatives and some friends' houses. Guess red packets for this year is the least for me. For the whole week time, I did not even pick myself a red top because I don't really have one but I think if you have lucks in gambling, you never need red to shine yourself to win money, isn't it? I really think that I don't have lucks this year. So many matches of 21 points, I barely won money, most probably losing some amounts of moneyyyy. Aww so sad ! Just so you know, I was addicted to Facebook Texas Poker once upon a time, that's the time I learned what is poker, muahahah! Always played like a professional cause it was not real money what. Raised money like a boss but in real life, I dare not to do so. You gotta lose big portion of your money if you're not careful enough. It will be a pain in your ass man. Seeing the money losing and you regret at the end of the day. Luckily, for serious.. my poker give me a smiley face, :) so that I won back all my loses. Thanks for the contributions, my friends. Love you ! hahahaha.

This time, year 2012 ; gonna be the last Chinese New Year we guys could gather like the picture you saw in a glance. Part of the friends are leaving to overseas for their higher education. Different friends flying to different places, summer and winter breaks will never be the same anymore! My mind went blank, totally no ideas when's everybody get to gather like this again. Everybody's growing up, tracking for their ideal dreams with own pathway. Please people, please cherish what you all have now, cause we never now what's happening tomorrow, even in the future!

Micheal, a 7 years friend of mine gonna leave in 2 weeks time. Knowing him was like yesterday's story, seeing him grew from a kiddo and now, a good looking guy. I don't know whether will I be crying in the airport on the day itself or not and yet I wish I will not, wishing him all the best in his life. May friendships of us never fade, we - will be best friend forever ! ♥♥♥

I, really like this picture. Guys in front are like takeo, wish all of you have a nice Chinese New Year.

p/s : Finally, like finally.. one week has been over. It left another 6 days to go before he will be back. I really can't stand with the 8 hours difference man! Just so you know, missing you will never be less. ♥♥♥

Days Without Him ; just DIFFERNT.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Page 24 out of 366 pages, it is the second day of Chinese New Year, Chinese are busy celebrating festival in their own hometown. Without traffic jam problems in Klang, it seems to be so quiet. To me, Chinese New Year is never special like what's in people's mind, just so you know I don't really feel exicted like others do. The only difference is I get to collect ang pow around while I am still not married. Frankly, I don't really like Chinese New Year, of course there is some stories behind but who's really caring things like this nowadays?

My days seems to be slightly unique after he stepped in my life once again. People who knows me well know skype and whatsapp is my life. Although it might be a bit virtual that I couldn't touch him, feel him by my side currently but seeing he smiles is more than enough to make my day. For the previous few months, video call is my daily routine. Texting is not exempted as well. In a sudden, all my daily routine is affected for half month! Texting is no longer available in 2 weeks time, video call is a hardcore now due to the time difference. I just couldn't get use to it like for serious! Thanks god Russia is only 4 hours different from Malaysia =)

When you are so get use to a habit, you are definitely unable to stand with the new coming ways. Days without him is so different, I have nothing better to do other than missing him. Even though I know I can study for the upcoming tests but I am just not in the mood. When you are missing somebody inside there, time is too slow to move for no reasons! That's why waiting part is always the toughest thing in the world! It really make sense right now. Argh, 11 days man. I feel like it has been more than a decade. How much I wish once I wake up in the next morning, he's there to say hello to me! *aww, you dream too much!*

Words never perform the 100% of feeling in heart. Damn, can't you just move a bit faster to 4th February, the dearest clock? *bugging in my heart*
Oh well, nagging wouldn't make time turns faster in reality, just hope my dearest have a nice trip at Spain and Portugal. Instead of souvenirs, I hope you're with me even more ! ♥